| MAKING A NEW ACCOUNT |
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for anyone that will actually read this, Haven't been on in so long. So making an new account. comment if you want the account name.
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| My veiws on Homosexuality |
[12 Jun 2006|11:28pm] |
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I think Homosexuality is normal everyday thing in life. People complain that it wasn't really here 20 or 30 years ago. It was there, it was just hidden. So many straight people are scared, or don't like it, and just because there are more Homophobes than Homosexuals it's called bad to like the same gender. In science we learned about Homogeneous and Heterogeneous Mixtures. Homogeneous is spread out evenly, and known as better. Heterogeneous is uneven and different. My teacher said Homogeneous mixtures are more preferred. When I tried to explain it to the class I used everyday life. A Homogeneous mixture is like a gay couple, two parts even, same gender. Heterogeneous mixtures are like most common couples, boy/girl, uneven genders. As soon as I said that everyone just stared at me. I don't know if they thought it was a good way to explain it or if they just thought I was a stupid, lesbian. I admit I'm bi, but when people start asking me if I am I can get kind of pissed.
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I also think Gay Marriage is RIGHT! Its stupid to try and stop it. Everyone is putting so much energy into stopping same gender marriage. When you think about it they could be doing a lot better things with that power. Everyone could join together and instead of hating and trying to stop gay marriage, they could be helping our country. Not killing others or fighting, but finding a cure for cancer, helping to keep the U.S.A. SAFE, but no they would rather discriminate, and hate, and kill, and burn people who just wish to be left alone.
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Every day a gay kid is disowned by his parents who he thought would care about him.
Every day a gay man is killed by a raging mob.
Everyday and gay person is discriminated by everyone, family, friends, and co-workers.
Family's too scared to know what its like to have a son with a "boyfriend."
Friend's afraid that their friend may hit on them or try to get into their "pants".
Co-workers terrified that the guy that works down the hall will bring in his boyfriend one day and there will be too much "drama."
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I just say FUCK IT. People hate difference, maybe that will never change, but we can try. And hell I'm trying.
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| OMG BOYFRIEND!!! |
[02 Jun 2006|08:40pm] |
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I haven't posted in a long time, but OMG GREAT NEWS!!! I finally asked out this kid I've liked. OMG HE SAID YES SO NOW I HAVE LIKE A BOYFRIENDS!!! SO FUCKIGN HAPPY RIGHT NWOITS NOT EVEN FUNNY!!!
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| June...yeah. |
[18 Apr 2006|08:35pm] |
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1. Pick your birth month.
2. Strike out anything that doesn't apply to you.
3. Bold the five-ten that best apply to you.
4. Copy to your own journal, with all twelve months under a lj-cut.
JUNE: Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.
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| God I hate school. |
[07 Nov 2005|03:33pm] |
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Hate is such a powerful word...I dislike school...WITH A FUCKING PASSION!!!!
I really don't hate school that much, but thats why I haven't been on as much. I have a pretty tight shedual. I'm only home like an hour before I have to go to bed. Most people can find time to post or something, but I have so many fucking teachers shuving home work up my ass. I'm stressed too. I have to start selling candy to get money for a $525.00 field trip in May. My computer xcrashed about a month ago and I still don't have any of my files rebooted. So there you go...have fun reading some quizes I took.
( Whatever )
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| Just a quiz...I LIKED THE RESULTS!!! |
[25 Oct 2005|05:31pm] |
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Your emotion is Pissed off. You don't really care
about the world or anyone in it. You like
darker colors and don't care what others think
about you.
*Please Rate*
What Emotion Are You?
brought to you by Quizilla
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| I posted it on DA might as well here. |
[26 Aug 2005|12:30am] |
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Goth--
Do you wear black eyeliner?: I wear a really dark brown.((only one my mum lets me buy)
Do you own any black clothing?: Yes, my mothers sacred of me turning goth so she doesn’t like me wearing it.
Do you think about death often?: Sadly yes a lot.
Do you want to die?: sometimes I really want to just because of life is frustrating but then I get over myself because I know more people have worse problems than me.
Are you a social outcast?: I have a small group of friends and every one in school pretty much hates us so I guess YES.
Are you pale?: Kind of I guess I’m not like DEAD PALE but I’m not as tan as most people I know.
Do you like Hot Topic?: Yes, mostly because my mum hates it. XD
Total YES: 6 ½ /7
--Skater Punk--
Can you skateboard?: Hell no!!! Even if I could my whole town is like against skateboards in public.
Do you wear Vans?: Own them and might have to wear them if my mum doesn’t bring me to BOB’S to get new shoes.
Do you do stupid stuff with your friends?: Umm DUH!!! Who doesn’t? *has poll danced with friends*
Do you get in trouble?: Depends on what you mean by trouble. I’ve been in the back of a cop car if you mean that.
Do you listen to the bands: Huh???
Do you have any piercings?: My ears are piered and I’m not sure maybe when I’m older.
Total YES: 3 ½ /6
--Prep--
Do you like the color pink?: My mum buys it makes me wear it but truthfully it scares me.
Do you shop at Abercrombie and Fitch: HELL NO!!!!
Are the A&F models hot?: Never seen them.
Rock music is bad, right?: NO!!! HELL NO!!! Rock music is better than any rap shit!
Do you want to be in a sorority/fraternity?: I have no clue what those are, really.
Are you totally anal about matching your clothes?: Jeans and a shirt…so hard to match*sarcasim*
Do you take a lot of time to get ready in the morning?: 10 minutes at most.
Are/were you a cheerleader?: Well its not like that really I am and I’m actually going to practice soon, but more or less its just because its social.
Total YES: I think 2/8
--Hippie--
Is your hair long?: it was about 18” but I cut so now its like 14”.
Are you a vegetarian?: I can’t live with out chicken sorry :sweatdrop:
Do you own a tye dye shirt?: They make my dizzy.
Do you want peace?: I don’t like war so I guess.
Do you want to save the animals: well animals are good and all but I’m on the internet to much to care. No I don’t have a life.
Total YES: 2/5
--Gangsta--
Are you from the ghetto?: I was born in a kind of ghetto town and then moved to a better place and then moved to an even better place…where I am now!!!
Do you like hip-hop?: Some times I just want to listen to punk rock but hip-hop sounds okay.
Was Tupac truly the greatest rapper in the world?: I don’t even know what he looks like.
What do you like?: Evanescence, Linkin Park, System of the down, and My Chemical Romance
Total YES: 3/4
--Emo--
Do you cry often?: I used to cry every day but now its down to like once a month or once every two months.
Do you have an acoustic guitar?: No I wish I did though…I wish I could play too.
Are you emotional?: Yes... >>;
Do you like emo music?: I wouldn’t know what kind of music that is…I guess if its like depressing songs with lots of emotion…then yes.
Do you write your own songs?: Yes, I never seem to be able to finish them and now I lost my journal so I can’t find them.
Is your hair dyed ?: My hair is highlights blonde but I wanted it highlighted with red
Are you a music freak?: I guess.
Do you love fo-hawks/emotional hair?: YES SO SEXY!!! I would never be able to pull off that kind of hair, BUT ITS SO SEXY!!!
Total YES: 7/8
--Jock--
Do you watch yourself win the football game in your head?: No I’m a girl I don’t play football but I cheer for ti so I have to hoep we win.
Do you play any sports?: I’m I cheerleader:sigh:
How important are they to you?: I make friends so its cool.
Do you pick on the geeky kids?: I don’t pick on people I get picked on.
Do you like football?: Yes I watch every Sunday at my games.
Were you considered a bully by anyone?: My OLDER brothers maybe?onders:
Total YES: sadly…4 ½ /6
-Geek--
Do you wear glasses?: NOPE!!! 20/20
Do you get good grades?: I have to try really hard this year so I can get into the high school I want.
Do you use an inhaler?: No. 0.o
Do you stick pens and calculators into your shirt pockets?: I only stick pens and thing in my pants pokets or my binder.
Does your mom buy your clothes?: She only buys me things because she doesn’t want to going goth but either way I sneek clothes under clothes at school…:evil laughter:
Are you on the computer a lot?: DUH!!!
Do you ever get picked on?: Some times…
Total YES: 4 ½ /7
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| Feck it!!! |
[25 Aug 2005|09:57am] |
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I can't find any lust layouts only pictures and a grapic thigny. There were some icons but they wern't pretty geuss they were from the manga. So Spica i don't know what to tell you.
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| Convention |
[24 Aug 2005|09:39pm] |
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I'm stressed out and so confused no one can give us a ride and every time I ask my mom she doesn't answer if I cna go*growls&*HELP MEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!
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| TOLERNCE |
[21 Aug 2005|09:55pm] |
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Determined to fight for Gays |
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((stolen from Rana_luver))
I am the guy who came out to the entire school in his senior speech and got a standing ovation for his courage.
I am the girl who kisses her girlfriend on the sidewalk and laughs at those who glare.
We are the couple who planned and studied and got a damn good lawyer and BEAT the state that wanted to take our child away.
We are the ones who took martial arts classes and carry pepper spray and are just too dangerous to gaybash.
I am the transgendered person who uses the bathroom that suits me, and demands that any complaining staff explain their complaint to my face in front of the entire restaurant -- and shares with my other trans friends which restaurants /don't/ raise a stink.
I am the mother who told her lesbian daughter to invite her girlfriend over for dinner.
I am the father who punished his son for calling you a fag.
I am the preacher who told my congregation that love, not hate, is the definition of a true follower of God.
I am making a difference. Hate will NOT win.
If you agree, post ANYTHING in your journal. Or on your website, gallery, t-shirt, button, a sign in your front yard, ANYWHERE. Do it. You don't have to be afraid. You can handle it. You're stronger than you think
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| WANTED!!! |
[21 Aug 2005|09:34pm] |
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WANTED: I need some one to be my model. I have a whole bunch of ideas for photographs but I can't do them by myself. I was wondering if one of you...Rana, Spica, or maybe even Bii could? I know its sounds tacky and what ever but still. Please comment if you are willing. And no Rana I'm not doing any Psycho Sharon.
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| True story |
[15 Aug 2005|09:31pm] |
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True Story. A religion teacher assigned her class an essay on what makes a good Christian. One student wrote about praying nightly, say no to abortion, banning gay marriage, and donating money. The other student wrote about talking to God and allowing people to enjoy their lives, and supporting gay marriage. The day the teacher was to hand the papers back, she called up the second student and told him she would pray for him when he went to hell. The student asked why would he be going to hell, and why he got an F on his paper. The teacher told him that Catholisim is against gay marriage. The student looked at her for a minute, then said aloud, "I'm gay." The teacher kicked him out of class as if he had said fuck or worshipped Satan. A girl in the back of class who had a boyfriend and was obviously straight got up and left too.
If you would leave the classroom, repost this. It doesn't matter if you're straight, bi, or gay. It doesn't matter if you're catholic or not. Everyone is a human being and deserves happiness.
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| Can't wait |
[14 Aug 2005|11:56pm] |
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Can't wait till sometinhg happens and I can't wait till it happens soon so every one pray
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| NEW LOCK!!! |
[14 Aug 2005|01:55pm] |
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*humming song to self as trying out new lock* |
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Finally after *thinks* 5 years I have a lock on my door. So I can pretect my CD player from my evil brother that has a job yet won't buy himself his own CD player. So now I can lcok myself in my room with my candles and FIRE!!!
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| Just bored.... |
[14 Aug 2005|01:52pm] |
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I'm really bored and I have nothing to do no one is online really. Everytime I think of school I remember my math paket and how I still have to read three books so I geuss I'll start bye.
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| its just so wrong*throws head int hands and crys* |
[14 Aug 2005|01:59am] |
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Bring me to life evanesence |
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((stolen from the_albino_poo who stole it from zodiacstargazer))
I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.
I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.
I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.
We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.
I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.
I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.
I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.
I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.
We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.
I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.
I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.
I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.
I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.
I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.
I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.
I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.
I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didn’t have to always deal with society hating me.
I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.
I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.
Repost this if you believe homophobia is wrong.
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| kind of pissed |
[07 Aug 2005|03:46pm] |
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Everything for some reason is not working right every time I draw its ugly every time I sing I know I'm only getting worse i can't even right a correct sentence I'm so depressed and yet no one sees the tears I cry at night when I go to sleep my parents are spoiling my brother out of his mind buying him his 3rd car and what do I get..Jillian stop annoying your brother he has to go to work or jillian stop fighting with your brother hes had a hard day...while hes smiles and mumbles (more like a regular voice)yeah jillian you fucking bitch and so no one is scared like any one cares no I'm not going to kill my self but I'm pretty damn close if you ask me so fuck off have a heart and leave your wise ass comments at home Fuck the world I hope I'm not here much longer
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