Jillian

MAKING A NEW ACCOUNT

2007-07-24T19:53:25Z

for anyone that will actually read this, Haven't been on in so long. So making an new account. comment if you want the account name.

My veiws on Homosexuality

2006-06-13T03:30:40Z

I think Homosexuality is normal everyday thing in life. People complain that it wasn't really here 20 or 30 years ago. It was there, it was just hidden. So many straight people are scared, or don't like it, and just because there are more Homophobes than Homosexuals it's called bad to like the same gender. In science we learned about Homogeneous and Heterogeneous Mixtures. Homogeneous is spread out evenly, and known as better. Heterogeneous is uneven and different. My teacher said Homogeneous mixtures are more preferred. When I tried to explain it to the class I used everyday life. A Homogeneous mixture is like a gay couple, two parts even, same gender. Heterogeneous mixtures are like most common couples, boy/girl, uneven genders. As soon as I said that everyone just stared at me. I don't know if they thought it was a good way to explain it or if they just thought I was a stupid, lesbian. I admit I'm bi, but when people start asking me if I am I can get kind of pissed.
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I also think Gay Marriage is RIGHT! Its stupid to try and stop it. Everyone is putting so much energy into stopping same gender marriage. When you think about it they could be doing a lot better things with that power. Everyone could join together and instead of hating and trying to stop gay marriage, they could be helping our country. Not killing others or fighting, but finding a cure for cancer, helping to keep the U.S.A. SAFE, but no they would rather discriminate, and hate, and kill, and burn people who just wish to be left alone.
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Every day a gay kid is disowned by his parents who he thought would care about him.
Every day a gay man is killed by a raging mob.
Everyday and gay person is discriminated by everyone, family, friends, and co-workers.
Family's too scared to know what its like to have a son with a "boyfriend."
Friend's afraid that their friend may hit on them or try to get into their "pants".
Co-workers terrified that the guy that works down the hall will bring in his boyfriend one day and there will be too much "drama."
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I just say FUCK IT. People hate difference, maybe that will never change, but we can try. And hell I'm trying.

OMG BOYFRIEND!!!

2006-06-03T00:42:22Z

I haven't posted in a long time, but OMG GREAT NEWS!!! I finally asked out this kid I've liked. OMG HE SAID YES SO NOW I HAVE LIKE A BOYFRIENDS!!! SO FUCKIGN HAPPY RIGHT NWOITS NOT EVEN FUNNY!!!

June...yeah.

2006-04-19T00:42:19Z

1. Pick your birth month.
2. Strike out anything that doesn't apply to you.
3. Bold the five-ten that best apply to you.
4. Copy to your own journal, with all twelve months under a lj-cut.

JUNE: Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. ~~Hesitating, tends to delay.~~ ~~Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental.~~ Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. ~~Able to show character~~. Easily hurt. ~~Prone to getting colds.~~ ~~Loves to dress up.~~ Easily bored. Fussy. ~~Seldom shows emotions~~. Takes time to recover when hurt. ~~Brand conscious.~~ Executive. ~~Stubborn.~~

JANUARY: Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize nyahahahahar. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds *muttergrumble "damn rhinitis"*. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very stubborn and money cautious.

FEBRUARY: Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizes dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

MARCH: Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.

APRIL: Active and dynamic. Decisive and hasty but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving. Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only their lover can see.

MAY: Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.

JUNE: Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.

JULY: Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

AUGUST: Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride in oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends.

SEPTEMBER: Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people's mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.

OCTOBER: Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to take things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.

NOVEMBER: Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hard-hearted. If there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciate praises. High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions. Unpredictable.

DECEMBER: Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egoistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor. Logical.

God I hate school.

2005-11-07T22:20:03Z

Hate is such a powerful word...I dislike school...WITH A FUCKING PASSION!!!!

I really don't hate school that much, but thats why I haven't been on as much. I have a pretty tight shedual. I'm only home like an hour before I have to go to bed. Most people can find time to post or something, but I have so many fucking teachers shuving home work up my ass. I'm stressed too. I have to start selling candy to get money for a $525.00 field trip in May. My computer xcrashed about a month ago and I still don't have any of my files rebooted. So there you go...have fun reading some quizes I took.

hand holding - you like to be in constant physical
contact with your special someone but you don't
want to take things too quickly.

What Sign of Affection Are You?
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"Hollaback Girl" Gwen Stefani

What's Your Theme Song?
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You are the The Notebook kiss!

Which Movie Kiss Are You? (With Pics!!!)
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CIA- You are a CIA member, and cannot let yourself
be known, because othewise you would be put
into prision by your own goverment.

What is your secret identity? (anime pics-girls only)
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You chose grey eyes.
You are one of those people who like to joke around
a lot, and try to stay positive. Most of the
time though, you feel misunderstood or
underestimated, even sometimes lonely. Most
people who know you though, would not think you
were lonely at all. You tend to be a bit
snobby, and if someone puts you down, youre
ready to act back.

The Eye color personality test
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Bad Boy
This guy is a crazy, out to get trouble, fun type
of guy. I say go for him, but dont go to crazy.
You might fall into his lifestyle ,so keep
watch(unless you allready have).

Who is your dream guy (Awsome anime Pictures)(10 outcomes)
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you are going to kill yourself. You got to
depressed one day and you couldn't take it any
more so you shot yourself in the head... *sigh*

How will you die? (beautiful pics!)
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you are totally goth

what type of girl are you?(girlz only )
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I would definitly go out with you!!^.^ We have so
much in common! It's awesome!!!
PLZ rate 5 and PLZ!!!!!!!! message ^.^

Are you my type?would I go out with you? (girlz only, I'm a guy) With awesome picz. REALLY AWESOME!!!! EVERYONE LOVED IT ^.^ I'm proud: )
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You'll lead a normal life that most
doctors/surgeons lead. You will have a barrel
of kids, most probably 4, running all over the
place. You are a busy person having to do
almost two things at once (example: talking to
one of your patients on the phone while cooking
lunch)
-Your 'other' job also consists of teaching your
kids how to ride a bike, and kissing their 'boo
boo'
-You and your husband met, cause you guys work side
by side.
-You got married in your early twenties.
-You'll live in a big house somewhere in the city

meh, a look into ure future(Beautiful anime pics)
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Sadness and depression is what lies behind your
eyes... Or even so, you can't even tell what
lies behind your eyes because they're
constantly covered up with tears! You've been
hurt, abused, and damned far too much for you
to handle it all anymore! No one understands
you because theyre too scared to get to
know you! You want to finally give up; just
escape and rid of all your pain. You want
people to understand, you want comfort... You
tend to bottle up all of your emotions and
problems, hoping that theyll all go away But
you long to reach out and tell that one special
person all of your feelings and troubles! But
you never seem to have that person to talk to,
or they just dont want to hear you! You want a
normal and happy life. Though
that picture is porcelain in your mind; it's
not as great as it seems, and most importantly,
it's not real! You always feel this
sense of loneliness clouding over your head;
isolated though surrounded by several people.
None of them know you; none of them see what's
wrong with you. You want understanding, you
want that friend, and you want that perfect
life! You often find isolated places as being
your salvation; any place away from 'them' is
ideal to you. You also love to express yourself
in many ways; whether it be through your
emotions, words, art, or even physically. You
think no one can relate to you, but you don't
know how wrong you are! You're just too scared;
too scared to admit that maybe you're wrong
about society... You want company, but at the
same time, you're scared of it. Your sanctuary
is your room where you can just be alone and
try to throw away all of your aching pains.
You're dark and mysterious and people like you
for that reason. Even if you think you're all
by yourself in the dark, someone is always
there with you. Your special someone wants to
admit and show their feelings towards you, but
they're afraid of how you'll take it. Maybe it
isn't as bad as you portray it to be! Life
brings smiles, tears, laughter and memories...
The smiles fade, the tears dry, and the
laughter eventually dies down... But the
memories... Those last forever! So try to make
them memories you can cherish... You only live
once, so make it the best as possible :) Don't
start frowning! You never know who's falling in
love with your smile :)

What Lies Behind Your Eyes? (Surprise!)
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You are lukewarm! Your heart is good and whole, but
you have built a wall around it, so no-one can
see the true you. Shine, and show your
colours-you will make a beautiful rainbow.

Please rate and message!

How Cold is Your Heart? ^Pretty Pics^ *Many Outcomes*
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Name:Kogun

Meaning: loner

Type: Unknown

Power: mind control

Your Anime form (girlz only, beautiful anime picts!)
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June,
Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by
kindness. Polite andsoft-spoken. Having lots of
ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating,
tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the
best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves
to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative.
Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make
friends. Abiding. Able to show character.
Easilyhurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to
dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows
emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt.
Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.

What does your birth month reveal about you? (read memo)
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He will be a kind guy, who loves you. He'll like
thinking a lot, and has a dark past.

What Kind Of Boyfriend Will You Have? (Great Anime Pics!)
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Dragon: You're an itelligent creature who loves
their solitude. You're easily vexed and don't
deal well with people.

what mythical creature are you? (nice pics ^_^)
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You are the romantic kiss. Your kisses are
passionate and spontanious, he takes you in his
arms and ravages your mouth. Luck you!!

What is your kiss? (Girls only)
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Just a quiz...I LIKED THE RESULTS!!!

2005-10-25T21:32:53Z

Your emotion is Pissed off. You don't really care
about the world or anyone in it. You like
darker colors and don't care what others think
about you.
*Please Rate*

What Emotion Are You?
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I posted it on DA might as well here.

2005-08-26T04:32:35Z

Goth--

Do you wear black eyeliner?: I wear a really dark brown.((only one my mum lets me buy)
Do you own any black clothing?: Yes, my mothers sacred of me turning goth so she doesn’t like me wearing it.
Do you think about death often?: Sadly yes a lot.
Do you want to die?: sometimes I really want to just because of life is frustrating but then I get over myself because I know more people have worse problems than me.
Are you a social outcast?: I have a small group of friends and every one in school pretty much hates us so I guess YES.
Are you pale?: Kind of I guess I’m not like DEAD PALE but I’m not as tan as most people I know.
Do you like Hot Topic?: Yes, mostly because my mum hates it. XD
Total YES: 6 ½ /7

--Skater Punk--

Can you skateboard?: Hell no!!! Even if I could my whole town is like against skateboards in public.
Do you wear Vans?: Own them and might have to wear them if my mum doesn’t bring me to BOB’S to get new shoes.
Do you do stupid stuff with your friends?: Umm DUH!!! Who doesn’t? *has poll danced with friends*
Do you get in trouble?: Depends on what you mean by trouble. I’ve been in the back of a cop car if you mean that.
Do you listen to the bands: Huh???
Do you have any piercings?: My ears are piered and I’m not sure maybe when I’m older.
Total YES: 3 ½ /6

--Prep--

Do you like the color pink?: My mum buys it makes me wear it but truthfully it scares me.
Do you shop at Abercrombie and Fitch: HELL NO!!!!
Are the A&F models hot?: Never seen them.
Rock music is bad, right?: NO!!! HELL NO!!! Rock music is better than any rap shit!
Do you want to be in a sorority/fraternity?: I have no clue what those are, really.
Are you totally anal about matching your clothes?: Jeans and a shirt…so hard to match*sarcasim*
Do you take a lot of time to get ready in the morning?: 10 minutes at most.
Are/were you a cheerleader?: Well its not like that really I am and I’m actually going to practice soon, but more or less its just because its social.
Total YES: I think 2/8

--Hippie--

Is your hair long?: it was about 18” but I cut so now its like 14”.
Are you a vegetarian?: I can’t live with out chicken sorry :sweatdrop:
Do you own a tye dye shirt?: They make my dizzy.
Do you want peace?: I don’t like war so I guess.
Do you want to save the animals: well animals are good and all but I’m on the internet to much to care. No I don’t have a life.
Total YES: 2/5

--Gangsta--

Are you from the ghetto?: I was born in a kind of ghetto town and then moved to a better place and then moved to an even better place…where I am now!!!
Do you like hip-hop?: Some times I just want to listen to punk rock but hip-hop sounds okay.
Was Tupac truly the greatest rapper in the world?: I don’t even know what he looks like.
What do you like?: Evanescence, Linkin Park, System of the down, and My Chemical Romance
Total YES: 3/4

--Emo--

Do you cry often?: I used to cry every day but now its down to like once a month or once every two months.
Do you have an acoustic guitar?: No I wish I did though…I wish I could play too.
Are you emotional?: Yes... >>;
Do you like emo music?: I wouldn’t know what kind of music that is…I guess if its like depressing songs with lots of emotion…then yes.
Do you write your own songs?: Yes, I never seem to be able to finish them and now I lost my journal so I can’t find them.
Is your hair dyed ?: My hair is highlights blonde but I wanted it highlighted with red
Are you a music freak?: I guess.
Do you love fo-hawks/emotional hair?: YES SO SEXY!!! I would never be able to pull off that kind of hair, BUT ITS SO SEXY!!!
Total YES: 7/8

--Jock--

Do you watch yourself win the football game in your head?: No I’m a girl I don’t play football but I cheer for ti so I have to hoep we win.
Do you play any sports?: I’m I cheerleader:sigh:
How important are they to you?: I make friends so its cool.
Do you pick on the geeky kids?: I don’t pick on people I get picked on.
Do you like football?: Yes I watch every Sunday at my games.
Were you considered a bully by anyone?: My OLDER brothers maybe?onders:
Total YES: sadly…4 ½ /6

-Geek--

Do you wear glasses?: NOPE!!! 20/20
Do you get good grades?: I have to try really hard this year so I can get into the high school I want.
Do you use an inhaler?: No. 0.o
Do you stick pens and calculators into your shirt pockets?: I only stick pens and thing in my pants pokets or my binder.
Does your mom buy your clothes?: She only buys me things because she doesn’t want to going goth but either way I sneek clothes under clothes at school…:evil laughter:
Are you on the computer a lot?: DUH!!!
Do you ever get picked on?: Some times…
Total YES: 4 ½ /7

Took this while talkign to Shadow...

2005-08-26T02:00:47Z

*What's your favorite....*
Beverage (non-alc) ?	Water.
Color ?	Black/red.
Food ?	SPICY KOREAN RAMEN!!!
Item of clothing ?	Yaoi shirt.
Meal of the day ?	Huh?
Feature on yourself ?	Lips...or eyes.
Quality in a guy/girl ?	Humor.
Phrase ?	WEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!
Song ?	Helena.
Musical Artist/Band ?	My Chemical Romance.
Sport ?	Cheerleading.
Movie ?	Phantom of The Opera.
TV Show ?	Full Metal Alchemist.
Radio Station ?	Kasey 101.3
Type of Chocolate ?	Milk?
Eye Color ?	Mine.
*Do you/Have you ever....*
Have any pets ?	3, 2 dogs and a cat.
Have any piercings ?	One on each ear.
Have any tatoos ?	Wish I did.
Cheat on a boyfriend/girlfriend	I'v only had one and no.
Gone skinny dipping ?	Yes.blush
Been to Europe ?	No.
Been to an island ?	No.
Had stitches ?	No...I needed them when i was little but never got them.
Broken any bones ?	Sprained yes broken no.
Been stabbed/shot ?	Shot kind of...Fucking brother.
Slept until after 12:00 ?	Did yesterday...
Stayed up all night ?	DUH!!! Who hasn't.
Hooked up with 2 people in one weekend ?	Nope.
Turned down a dare ?	NEVER!!!!!!!!!
*Which friend....*
Is the funniest ?	Rana.
Is the prettiest ?	Atie between Spica and Bii.
Is the most handsom ?	???
Is the loudest ?	Me.XD
Is the craziest ?	Me.XD
Is the most shy ?	Bii.
Is the most loving ?	Me.XD
Is the most understanding ?	Spica.
Is the most boring ?	...Shadow?
Is the richest ?	Shadow.
Is the most athletic ?	Arlene.
Is the most cocky ?	Arlene.
Is the most wordly/cultured ?	Rana or Spica.
Do you look up to the most ?	Rana or Spica.
Do you tell everything to ?	All of them excpet Arlene.
Has the best clothes ?	...I have no clue.
Has the best house ?	Shadow.
*Would you ever....*
Eat pizza with chocolate chips ?	Yes.
Kiss someone of the same sex ?	Yes.
Cheat on someone you love ?	No.
Run away from home ?	Maybe I've tried before.
Lie to your parents ?	I have.
Lie to your boyfriend/girlfriend ?	Not unless it was something like a surprise.
Lie to your best friend ?	I think I have once...ponders
Give a homeless person money ?	I have.
Run from the police ?	blush I have.
Bungee jump ?	NEVER!!!
Sky dive ?	NEVER!!!
Cross dress ?	Maybe...I think I am in a couple months...ponders
Be an exotic dancer ?	Probilly not.
Walk out of a restaurant without paying ?	No.
Scuba dive ?	Maybe.
Go rock climbing ?	Probilly not.
Go spulunking (caving) ?	Maybe.
*What do you think of when you hear....*
Eminem ?	I like the blue ones...
Bologna ?	WTF MATE?
Hott ?	owwie burns.
Orange ?	Sticky.
Real world ?	Grrr...
Jack ?	My father...and the reason i get teased(my name is Jill so I get the joke Jack and Jill went up the hill)
Cucumber ?	DILDO!!!
Hip-Hop ?	Hip-hop-anounmis.
Uniform ?	No eating ketchup.
UniCORN ! ?	WTF?
Rainbow ?	Yaoi!
Clown ?	SCARY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!

Feck it!!!

2005-08-25T13:59:17Z

I can't find any lust layouts only pictures and a grapic thigny. There were some icons but they wern't pretty geuss they were from the manga. So Spica i don't know what to tell you.

Convention

2005-08-25T01:42:09Z

I'm stressed out and so confused no one can give us a ride and every time I ask my mom she doesn't answer if I cna go*growls&*HELP MEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!

TOLERNCE

2005-08-22T01:57:05Z

((stolen from Rana_luver))

I am the guy who came out to the entire school in his senior speech and got a standing ovation for his courage.

I am the girl who kisses her girlfriend on the sidewalk and laughs at those who glare.

We are the couple who planned and studied and got a damn good lawyer and BEAT the state that wanted to take our child away.

We are the ones who took martial arts classes and carry pepper spray and are just too dangerous to gaybash.

I am the transgendered person who uses the bathroom that suits me, and demands that any complaining staff explain their complaint to my face in front of the entire restaurant -- and shares with my other trans friends which restaurants /don't/ raise a stink.

I am the mother who told her lesbian daughter to invite her girlfriend over for dinner.

I am the father who punished his son for calling you a fag.

I am the preacher who told my congregation that love, not hate, is the definition of a true follower of God.

I am making a difference. Hate will NOT win.

If you agree, post ANYTHING in your journal. Or on your website, gallery, t-shirt, button, a sign in your front yard, ANYWHERE. Do it. You don't have to be afraid. You can handle it. You're stronger than you think

WANTED!!!

2005-08-22T01:40:51Z

WANTED: I need some one to be my model. I have a whole bunch of ideas for photographs but I can't do them by myself. I was wondering if one of you...Rana, Spica, or maybe even Bii could? I know its sounds tacky and what ever but still. Please comment if you are willing. And no Rana I'm not doing any Psycho Sharon.

servey i got from Rana_luver

2005-08-22T01:00:01Z

*TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey*
Name:	Jillian
Birthday:	June 26
Birthplace:	CT
Current Location:	CT
Eye Color:	greyesh blue sligth tint of green(as I'm told).
Hair Color:	darkesh brown and (stupid)blonde highlights.
Height:	5"4 1/2
Right Handed or Left Handed:	Right handed.
Your Heritage:	I think I'm hungarian.
The Shoes You Wore Today:	Flip flops.
Your Weakness:	Yaoi.
Your Fears:	Hieghts, planes, going to fast, death.
Your Perfect Pizza:	extra cheese, pepporoni, and brocolli.
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:	lose weightblush
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:	brb(I'm alwaysing doing things..NOT THOSE THINGS!!!)
Thoughts First Waking Up:	Crap my room is a mess.
Your Best Physical Feature:	My lips.
Your Bedtime:	When ever I fall alseep.
Your Most Missed Memory:	Playing catgirl and dogboy with my old friend William.
Pepsi or Coke:	Coke.
MacDonalds or Burger King:	McDonalds.
Single or Group Dates:	Group.
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:	Lipton Iced tea(I grew up with it).
Chocolate or Vanilla:	Vanilla.
Cappuccino or Coffee:	Cappiccino.
Do you Smoke:	Second hand smoke(parents)otherwise no.
Do you Swear:	DUH!!!
Do you Sing:	I love to but I have a horrible voice.
Do you Shower Daily:	If I remember too.
Have you Been in Love:	Kind of.
Do you want to go to College:	YES!!!
Do you want to get Married:	Yes.
Do you belive in yourself:	1/4 of the time.
Do you get Motion Sickness:	Depends on what kind of motion.
Do you think you are Attractive:	No.
Are you a Health Freak:	Hardly.
Do you get along with your Parents:	NO!
Do you like Thunderstorms:	YES!!!
Do you play an Instrument:	Not really.
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:	No.
In the past month have you Smoked:	I second hand smoked.
In the past month have you been on Drugs:	No.
In the past month have you gone on a Date:	Never have.
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:	No I was close though.
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:	A WHOLE box no they don't even come in boxes.
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:	*I've only eatin it once and that was sratches head6 months.*
In the past month have you been on Stage:	No.
In the past month have you been Dumped:	No but a friend has...poor Bii.
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:	*shifty eyes*
In the past month have you Stolen Anything:	No.
Ever been Drunk:	Sometimes I feel liek I am does that count!?
Ever been called a Tease:	Not that I know of?
Ever been Beaten up:	Duh I have two older brothers.
Ever Shoplifted:	No.
How do you want to Die:	I don't want to die.
What do you want to be when you Grow Up:	I wanted to be a baker but now I'm not sure.
What country would you most like to Visit:	I'm staying where I am, but if I wasn't scared of travilng...Japan
*In a Boy/Girl..*
Favourite Eye Color:	Doesn't matter...hazel or blue I geuss.
Favourite Hair Color:	NOT BLONDE!!!
Short or Long Hair:	Longish.
Height:	not really short but not too tallmaybe an inch over me.
Weight:	Wouldn't really matter, but I wouldn't want a guy too much fatter than me.
Best Clothing Style:	Kind of goth but it wouldn't matter.
Number of Drugs I have taken:	0, unless percription from a doctor for a cold.
Number of CDs I own:	*shrug*
Number of Piercings:	I wouldn't care about the number as much as the places pierced.
Number of Tattoos:	Depends on what kind of tattoos.
Number of things in my Past I Regret:	Doesn't matter a kind of depressing past might be cool..
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True story

2005-08-16T01:33:16Z

True Story. A religion teacher assigned her class an essay on what makes a good Christian. One student wrote about praying nightly, say no to abortion, banning gay marriage, and donating money. The other student wrote about talking to God and allowing people to enjoy their lives, and supporting gay marriage. The day the teacher was to hand the papers back, she called up the second student and told him she would pray for him when he went to hell. The student asked why would he be going to hell, and why he got an F on his paper. The teacher told him that Catholisim is against gay marriage. The student looked at her for a minute, then said aloud, "I'm gay." The teacher kicked him out of class as if he had said fuck or worshipped Satan. A girl in the back of class who had a boyfriend and was obviously straight got up and left too.

If you would leave the classroom, repost this. It doesn't matter if you're straight, bi, or gay. It doesn't matter if you're catholic or not. Everyone is a human being and deserves happiness.

Can't wait

2005-08-15T03:56:42Z

Can't wait till sometinhg happens and I can't wait till it happens soon so every one pray

NEW LOCK!!!

2005-08-14T17:58:41Z

Finally after *thinks* 5 years I have a lock on my door. So I can pretect my CD player from my evil brother that has a job yet won't buy himself his own CD player. So now I can lcok myself in my room with my candles and FIRE!!!

Just bored....

2005-08-14T17:55:08Z

I'm really bored and I have nothing to do no one is online really. Everytime I think of school I remember my math paket and how I still have to read three books so I geuss I'll start bye.

its just so wrongthrows head int hands and crys

2005-08-14T06:01:09Z

((stolen from the_albino_poo who stole it from zodiacstargazer))

I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.

I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.

I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.

We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.

I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.

I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.

I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.

I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.

We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.

I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.

I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.

I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.

I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.

I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.

I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didn’t have to always deal with society hating me.

I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.

I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.

Repost this if you believe homophobia is wrong.

kind of pissed

2005-08-07T19:50:53Z

Everything for some reason is not working right every time I draw its ugly every time I sing I know I'm only getting worse i can't even right a correct sentence I'm so depressed and yet no one sees the tears I cry at night when I go to sleep my parents are spoiling my brother out of his mind buying him his 3rd car and what do I get..Jillian stop annoying your brother he has to go to work or jillian stop fighting with your brother hes had a hard day...while hes smiles and mumbles (more like a regular voice)yeah jillian you fucking bitch and so no one is scared like any one cares no I'm not going to kill my self but I'm pretty damn close if you ask me so fuck off have a heart and leave your wise ass comments at home Fuck the world I hope I'm not here much longer

awsome yaoi story

2005-07-26T21:18:26Z

http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/19830805/

interveiw

2005-07-26T16:37:40Z

Questions:
1. When are you going to eat?
2. Why are you always on Neopets?
3. Which do YOU prefer; sporks or butterflies and gravy?
4. Can you skip the next five questions?
5. Who are you?

Answers:
1. When I feel like it.
2. Because no one talks to me on any other site.
3. SPORKS!!!
4. No.
5. I myself don't even know.
(interveiwed by Zodiacstargazer)

DA RULES

1. Leave me a comment saying, "Interview Me."
2. I will respond by asking you five questions. I get to pick the questions.
3. You will update your LJ with the answers to the questions.
4. You will include this explanation and an offer to interview someone else in the post.
5. When others asking to be interviewed comment, you will ask them 5 questions.

War of The Worlds

2005-07-13T20:00:38Z

Went to the movies today saw war of the worlds with Spica,Shadow,Bii, and soonder or alter i think Rana showed up. Robby was so HOT he is so mine mine mine weeeee.

Don't even ask how I got this.

2005-07-12T21:24:42Z

A woman walks in with a large black duffel bag and shuts the door. "This is my graduate student Janice Breen," Komisaruk says. Breen opens the bag, unpacks a few electromechanical components, and begins to assemble them using a screwdriver.

"So what do you call this?" I ask. The device looks like a tampon attached to a hefty electric toothbrush, which is in turn wired to a box with a glowing red digital readout.

"It's the, um, contraption," Breen answers distractedly, hunting for an outlet.

"Actually, it's called the calibrated vaginal stimulator," Komisaruk tells me. "It's a modified tampon attached to a transducer for measuring the force that women apply to the vaginal wall."

The tampon looks big enough to be in the supersize range and is connected at a 45-degree angle to the metal handle, which houses the transducer. Scores of women have inserted Breen's contraption into their vaginas (the tampons are disposed of after each use). As I fiddle with the tampon, the pressure from my fingers registers as a few grams of force.

"Women self-stimulate," Komisaruk explains, "and we use fMRIs to look at which parts of their brains respond."

I stare at the instrument in my hands.

"Basically," Komisaruk concludes, "it's a dildo."

Rana_luver

2005-07-09T15:47:09Z

Rana is coming over to day I don't know why but she is. WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

so bored today

2005-07-08T19:03:49Z

There is apsofruckinglutly nothing to do today